November 2011
1 post
Chapter 14 ♥
AKALA MO NAMAN NAGBABASA AKO NG KUNG ANO, FEELING MO NAMAN. DE JOKE LANG. HAHAHA Oh, eh ano tamad kasi akong magtext parang napakadami kong sasabihin kaya dito nalang. As in dito ko ibubuhos lahat, di ko na eenglishin kasi alam kong mahihirapan ka. De jk lang, pinapatawa lang kita. Baka maiyak ka pa, uhugin ka pa naman. Tsk! Derder lang. So kinakarir mo naman pagpapatugtog ng emo songs. PARTING...
Nov 17th
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October 2011
2 posts
When the time comes..
“When my time comes, forget the wrong that I’ve done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed. Don’t resent me; and when you’re feeling empty, keep me in your memory. Leave out all the rest.” Will anybody care? I mean, what if, immediately, just what if, I die in this instant? Will anyone notice? Will they be panicking looking for me? Will they appreciate all...
Oct 30th
Palibhasa kasi, kaming mga BABAE, gagawin lahat ng...
Oct 30th
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July 2011
2 posts
‎”It’s tiring and frustrating, I thought I really knew the person whom I know for like, 2 years or so.. then I just found out that we’ve grown apart. Sad to say but I think I have to end this chapter. My medulla’s stressing me out. I have to ask my hypothalamus to calm for a while and let me sleep. Time to rewrite that chapter and remove that erroneous scribble in that...
Jul 31st
“Oh, it tears me up. I tried to hold on but it hurts too much. I tried to forgive but it’s not enough to make it all okay.” Yung hindi mo na malaman kung ano ang dapat mong maramdaman. Galit? Lungkot? Awa? Pagkamuhi? Hindi mo na alam kung ano ‘yung nangingibabaw. Masakit isipin, pro ‘pag nandun ka na sa sitwasyon na ‘yun, hindi mo na rin alam ang gagawin mo.
Jul 7th
June 2011
2 posts
What happens when everything you turn to falls apart? Family, friends, school, relationships.. Where do I turn to now? Where shall I stand? To whom should I hold on to? I don’t even know. Everything becomes everything I hadn’t expected.
Jun 27th
Don’t you think it’s sad that you already get immune to those recurring aches that people brings you? It makes you numb and disheartened. I don’t think it’s a good thing. The worst? You couldn’t even blame them, because they do not know it in themselves that they cause you pain. Time passes by and then you realize that those people never did ask you if you’re okay with the things that they have...
Jun 13th
April 2011
4 posts
Apr 25th
Isolation
As much as possible and right at this moment, I try to isolate myself from certain things and people. You all know that I am the pessimistic type, right? I always tend to look for the dull side of a situation. I’m a fraud and I’m afraid. Afraid of everything. And worse, when a thing or a person turns into a disappointment to me, I become rough and irritable. I know questions are...
Apr 17th
EWAN O___o
Nakakabanas na. Ganito ba talaga kapalit ng lahat ng yun? :( Isang pagkakamali lang. Pucha naman oh. 
Apr 10th
MyUste Portal
Nakita ko na grades ko. And yeah! Happy naman ako sa results.  DL parin! YEZZZZZZ. Hindi tinotoo nung prof namin yung Sa CA. =)) 
Apr 2nd
March 2011
3 posts
Kung ayaw mo edi wag.
TANGINA GANUN LANG NAMAN KADALI EH 
Mar 29th
TANGINA LANG.
Kaya ko ‘to, kung ayaw niya edi wag. Diba?  -________-  i will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me leave the past behind me, today my life begins a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking i know i can make it, today my life begins I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY PERO ASDFGHJKL. ;/ 
Mar 29th
" Don't make promises you can't keep. "
Sana naman tinutupad mo lahat ng sinasabi mo. 
Mar 16th
January 2011
2 posts
I thank God for your 16 years of existence. :*
This blog post goes to my bestest best friend in the whole world… Here it goes.  Two years and 2 months, I am with the same girl, but with a totally different impression about her. The girl I thought was a bad influence became my best friend. She’s actually more than that to me, because she is a sister. She’s my sister by heart. If there is one person who knows me well, that would be...
Jan 28th
Jan 10th
December 2010
7 posts
1 tag
Hindi ko talaga magets..
Minsan, tinatanong ka ng mga tao sa paligid mo. Tapos hindi ka naman paniniwalaan. Grabe lang talaga, napagkamalan pa kaming mag-on nung bestfriend ko. Hello naman, masama na ba maging SUPER CLOSE, SUPER SWEET at TUMAWA ngayon?  BAKIT GANUN, KAHIT PARENTS. WALANG TRUST. :| Siguro, ang alam nila, yung ibang TRUST. Loljk. =))  
Dec 28th
1 tag
Where is the good in goodbye? :(
I admit I haven’t been the best girlfriend lately. I screwed up. A lot. I’ve been selfish thinking about my feelings, and maybe I forgot about his feelings. As I type this, maybe he’s moving on for good. Who knows, right? I can’t really blame him. I’ve hurt him time and time again, and maybe it’s too much to forgive. I know I am so stupid. But I still believe in...
Dec 27th
1 tag
But you'll always be my hero, even though you lost...
Spiderman daw siya, e. I thought he would save me, pero Hindi pala.  I’m going to Miss you so much. Thank you for everything we have been through.  “If only promises could erase the past, I would open my heart enough to take you back, but time and time we’ve been down this road, and I’ve learned the hard way how the story would always end.”   I...
Dec 27th
“Hindi dahil sa hindi mo naiintindihan ang isang bagay ay kasinungalingan na ito....”
– Bob Ong (via iwantmysupermanundiesback)
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
Keep it Up.
Vice Ganda: May girlfriend ka kuya?
Contestant: Wala po.
Vice Ganda: You deserve it. Keep it up.
Dec 22nd
237 notes
1 tag
You were once my destiny
Tell me why life’s unfair. My life, in particular. This is not the way I suppose to view life but this is what I see and feel. My life, when all pieces fit together, time comes that everything falls apart. Nothing happens in the right place and time. Many say that boys are all the same. They’re all insensitive. I stood to object before because I know someone who was not. I really...
Dec 20th
November 2010
1 post
1 tag
"My prized possession, One and only. ‘Cause you’re...
“My prized possession, one and only. ‘Cause you’re the only reason, that I’m never lonely.” 49 miles away and you are still right here, in my heart and in my mind. ♥ Lahat ng tao gustong makahanap ng tunay na kaibigan. Ang iba umaalis pa ng lugar nila para makapaghanap. Ang iba unexpected nilang nakikita. Well, Walang bibitaw,ah? Ang bumitaw, tanga! :)  Thankyou, thankyou talaga. 2...
Nov 10th
September 2010
1 post
1 tag
Together.
Yes, she’s the one who kept staying just behind me, guiding me all the way :”>  This may sound a little cheesy but this person and I do almost everything :) She taught me a lot of things.. Directly and indirectly. I trust this person in everything. Someone I know I can trust. Someone I know who will listen to my random ramblings and would react as if it was something...
Sep 9th
August 2010
1 post
2 tags
Friday the 13th ♥
Acquaintace Disco ng school ko dati and sakto, natapat siya ng birthday ko. :) [dati pa dapat ‘to eh. Ngayon ko lang naisipan ipost]   MIKKI: Rubix cube oh. Ay. May kilala akong magaling sa Rubix cube. BIANX: Sino? MIKKI:  Sya. BIANX: Sinong sya? MIKKI:  Boyfriend mo! BIANX: Huh? MIKKI: Oo! Yung boyfriend mo! BIANX: Ay. Wala na po akong boyfriend eh? MIKKI:  Eh di ex mo. Haha. O nga...
Aug 21st
June 2010
5 posts
1 tag
14. ♥
Zero ako pag wala ka. Hindi ko alam kung sino kakausapin. Ala ako maasar. I‘ll miss you. Ikaw lang ang nais kong makasama wala na kong gusto pang balikan Kahit ako`y papiliin ikaw ay umasa gusto kang makapiling Lagi nalang tayo nag aaway Kahit di dapat pag-awayan Tuwing ika`y lumuluha ako`y nasasaktan Pag nakikita kang ganyan Sige na,Tahan na, Dahil mahal na mahal kita ikaw...
Jun 14th
1 tag
These soles are useless without you.
I don’t have to say it further, because I’m pretty much sure you all know what happened recently. People are bombarding me with lots of questions. Some I refuse to answer, and some I freely and openly reply. Lesson learned. It’s really hard to accept that a lot of great things have to end soon. (OK now, Bianx. Stop. Crying. Now.) What happened two days ago, it changed the way I...
Jun 14th
Get to know yourself better. Ü →
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover,...
Jun 13th
1 tag
Do you ever think that your life might be easier...
If you are going to ask me that question, I’ll probably answer, “Maybe. It wouldn’t be much of a life, though.” Because yes, life is easy if I didn’t damn fall in love with you. Life’s gonna be that easy, but it’s never gonna be the same. I wouldn’t call it a life, because I’d probably be just the dull same old Bianca that I was years ago....
Jun 11th
1 tag
Now I'm getting nervous, that my heart will never...
Bianca, how many times would I tell you to f*cking stop that crying?? You’ve been doing the same thing for about 5 hours now, and you won’t really stop. For heaven’s sake, today was the most unbearable day of my life. I used to hate Bella Swan, but I suddenly realized that I’m just like her. Masochistic. Fool.Stupid. Stubborn. Selfish. Weak. I suddenly felt like, “Oh here it is, Bella. The feeling...
Jun 6th
May 2010
5 posts
1 tag
SAD. :|
I’ve been doing a lot of things lately. I exert all my efforts to make people happy. You know what fellows? I realized that all of these works that I have done for a specific person, are just nothing. They are all left unnoticed. I mean, what have I done?? I just did every little thing in order to make THAT person happy. You can accuse me for being so melodramatic about this if you want to. But I...
May 31st
Dj Earworm?
Hahaha. Dj EARTHWORM daw sabi ng friend ko. :3
May 19th
May humahatching bang PATAY?
Hahaha. May nakita kasi ako post dito sa tumblr. Hahaha. abt the sneeze thingy. then i told my friend about it. Then she said, ’ Oo nga daw, tumitigil nga daw heart pag nagiisneeze PAGBUHAY’ !I was like. Hahaha. PAGBUHAY? MAY HUMAHATCHING BANG PATAY? =)) Okay. Enuff. =))
May 19th
1 tag
LMAO. =))
Ako : Eww. Lollipop. Push pop nalang. :))
Z: Nakakaano naman kasi ung Push-up!
HAHAHAHA. CORNY KO LANG.
PASENSYA NA. HAHAHHA.
LOVE YOU BEYB. : )
May 16th
1 tag
Mapili ako sa pagkain.
Sabi ng Friend ko, PAPAKAININ NALANG DAW NYA AKO NG DAMO. HAHAHAHA.
May 16th
April 2010
4 posts
3 tags
A little bit longer and I'll be fine. ♥
Last night, April 14. Something happened. O yeah.  I was waiting for my Friend to go online but after several minutes of waiting, wala parin sya. Then, our maid arrived. Nakipagharutan muna ko sa kanya. YEAH. Tapos napagod ak. haha. I tried to lie down on my bed, but unfortunately, I accidentally banged my head on the “almost-steel” headboard. The wall was behind the headboard, so it...
Apr 15th
Follow me! Reach out and touch me! ~ hahaha. →
I know, I know. Ang babaw noh? Sige na. Katuwaan lang. Kaadik eh. =)) Just try it.Walang mawawala pag sinubukan nyo. Okay para na akong tanga dito. Haha.
Apr 14th
Please. Entertain me.  →
CLICK!  I actually made this account to entertain myself. I am hoping that some of my followers will be asking questions. Please, entertain me.
Apr 1st
“I had a lot of reasons to give up on you. But I still chose to stay. You had a...”
Apr 1st
January 2010
1 post
tumblr. :))
yun. bago palang ako dito. hahaha. :))
Jan 3rd